a.L.o.N.E

Bosannnnnnnnnnn!!!!! sendirian di kantor... males ngerjain yg gak pengen dikerjain...kerjaan yang pengen dikerjain udah dikerjain semua (*Sombong tiba" rajin").. Kegiatan seminggu ini:

1. dateng telat

2. makan siang cepet

3. browsing

4. bekerja dengan tidak jelas

5. pulang teng go...

tapi Allah memang Maha Adil, dengan bisa pulang teng go jadi bisa makan di rumah and having a quality time with my mom and si bogemon..love to see them and having quality conversation..

2 hours to go for my weekend.. friday window-shopping, saturday lunch with ibu and ogem, surprise party for my granny at night, sunday lunch with the Salmadillahgirls, and of course a wedding party to attend...life is beautiful...all i need is always "bersyukur" for what I had, have, and will have and less complaining (the hardest part).....

gonna miss you at work!!!!

All the things went wrong this week.. started the week with "jebakan" assignment on one of my past client!!!!!!! i hate this client!!! the people, the office, the food, the account, and so many ugly things appeared everytime i came to this client (this is just my own opinion)...but i know that all the bad things happened during the week because i cannot accept that this week gonna be the last week of my best friend working in my office..Could not express what i'm feeling now..all i know is I try to hold my tears dropping whenever I think that we're not gonna go to the same office anymore after this week. Hey you, Gagap girl.... i will miss you badly....Walaupun tetep bs masih ktemu, cause we're bond to Salmadillah, still i'm going to lose one of my best colleague...all the 3 assignments with you had been my best assignment ever...Gud luck to you, my dearest friend.. i know you're going to be great in your new work...may all your wishes come true...*banyak" berbuat ya nen... secara udah satu kantor sm ompimpa...dipake lah itu sarana dan prasarana di kantor untuk tempat pembuahan...:))) hugs and kisses for you, nen..:))

Bismillah for this year end!!!

Akibat dari promotion tahun ini, status saya berubah dari "kacung kampret" jadi senior nya "kacung kampret" (menghina kerjaan sendiri..:)) Tadi malem Mr. Boss tiba" ngajak meeting buat bagi" klien (jaahhhh malesnya...kirain mau bagi" duit!!). Duduk bertiga (Mr. boss, me, my senior) di ruangan meeting langganan, langsung dikasih opening speech...

mrB: karena tahun ini ayu udah jadi senior, jadi gak bisa bareng" lagi ya sm Y**** (my senior)

me: Iya mas!!! (nyeringis, nyengir smbl nangis)

then mrB menyodorkan sebuah buku berisi daftar" klien nya yg ada 15 an beserta fee nya....

mrB: niy tinggal pilih aja mau klien yg mana...

me: *danggggggggggggggg , mana ada klien yang gwe mau secara smua klien mostly bleE...

setelah memijit" dahi, gambar" gak jelas, ketok"pensil, akhirnya disepakati saya dapet 3 Klien!!huksssss,,, si senior 4 klien (alamat tahun ini kluar lagi tuh jargon: yuuu,,, yuuuu,, papat klien ku... pecah endasku!!!! hahaayyyyy), udah keambil 7 klien masih sisa 8 klien..entah siapa yg mau ngerjain?? bangsa jin dan genderuwo kaya nya mau bantuin!!!!

Selesai milih klien, si mrB ngasih wejangan: blaaa blaaa blaaa frankieee welll to be honest itisi itisi itu aja sih..

pulang ke rumah.. sambil makan malem (tepatnya makan lagi) mikir: this year gonna be my first year doing engagement without my senior..(dalam hati berdoa) mudah"an smuanya bisa lancar.. smua kerjaan slesai dengan baik..punya staff (klo punya) yg gak aneh".. mrB baik" aja (gak pake ngambek"an)..Gaji dan overtime lancar masuknya (awas aja pake di reject!!!)..gak pake sakit... gak pake stress... gak pake gila...gak pake nangis...gak pake berantem sm ibu.. gak pake dikucilkan dr pergaulan..mudah"an juga bisa dapet kerjaan baru sbelum melalui peak season (AAMIIIEEENNNNNNNN!!!!!)

intinya: Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....#tolongAyuyaAllah

My Wish List

Due to non-productive time during my training session, browsing is definitely the answer... hasrat belanja di bulan ini sangat tinggi, klo gak mikir gaji bulan kemarin dan THR udah menguap padahal belum ada 1/3 bulan, pasti credit card udah baret" akibat gesekan berulang!! :))

Things that I desperately need are:

1. New office clothes (pants: black and brown, skirts: black and dark blue, shirt: blue and soft pink, yellow (not sure, maybe to boost my mood), cardigans: black, khaki, dark blue, blouse)

2. Shoes (flat: black, creme, dark blue; heels)

3. Bags (i don't think so)

smoga smua keinginan bisa terwujud. Hopefully my mom considers to buy me some of the things (you owe me one zara pants!)..Mom, please read this post!!!!!!!!!!

then, (still blaming "kebosenan" training) I figure out my "super-day-dreaming" wish list!!!!

#1 Louis Vuitton Monogram Canvas Tote

#2 Gucci Handbag

#3 Anya Hindmarch Wallet

#4 Anya Hindmarch Clutch

#5 Anya Hindmarch Tote Bag

#6 Si Tapak Merah!!!!!!!!!!

miss the siblings..:__((

For the past two weeks I barely spoke to my two sisters..my Big Tata has not gone back to Jakarta for couple weeks and the little one has been gone to RSUD Tangerang for her med school internship...heeyyyyy galllssss i miss both of you so much...please come home soon..am going crazy attending all the family events just with ibu... ohhhhhh how chaotic our family could be with those mean attitude among others.

Tata: good luck with all the preparation for you final thesis..i know you will pass it with outstanding result.. then just drive home safely and have a decent family dinner (my treat).

Bogemon: let's have a fight, let's scream, yell, and shout at each other...i owe you a pair of new shoes and upgrade our cable tv!!!!

-supermellowsister-

10 Things I hate About Training (in my office)

i hate to attend training!!!! the #1 reason: I have to wake up early (hari ini bangun jam 6, been a while i had not woke up early!!).. reason #2: mandi express (so not me!!!!!).. reason#3: morning traffic (bernagkat siang lebih gak macet drpd berangkat pagi. Bener" cocok antara traffic sm kebiasaan gwe).. reason#4 sleepy to the max (no matter how much you had sleep at night, when the trainer starts talking, tears drop from my eyes).. reason #5 away from your mates (ansos parah gara" training)..reason#6 have to do all the works after training (lembur terpaksa)..reason #7 istirahat efektif (cuma 1 jam gak bisa colongan)..reason #8 makan siang gak sesuai selera (kadang enak kadang enggak)..reason #9 in the class all the time (ya iyalah emang outbond??)..and the reason #10: I HATE TO READ AND DO ALL THE TRAINING MATERIALS!!!!

Need a vacation!!!!!!

Gara" gak ada kerjaan pas liburan lebaran dan slalu gak bisa tidur cepet skarang punya hobby baru buka" facebook dan ngeliatin foto" temen" saya apalagi klo ada foto liburan.. super ngilerrrrrrrrr......pgn bgt ke bali dan euro trip....ke bali krn pgn bgt watersport dan mantai..klo eurotrip krn baru liat foto" yg di post temen saya yg lg mau ngambil s2 di leeds.... iri liat foto" dengan pemandangan yg bagus...yang udah" setiap liburan ke luar negeri saya dan kluarga slalu ke tempat wisata yg ramai dikunjungin orng dan ujung" nya ke mall buat belanja.. pgn bgt sekali" going overseas tapi ke tempat" yang gak biasa dikunjungin turis..(bisa gak ya, secara nafsu belanja amat tinggi, liat sale sedikit keimanan runtuh..:))))

akhir" ini sangat ingin pergi liburan dikarenakan eneg yg amat sangat dengan kerjaan dan kantor.. apalagi dengan klien saya yg terakhir.. yg gak release"...ya Allah "GANGGU" bgt niy klien.. mengganggu kewarasan otak saya.. mengganggu ibadah ramadhan.. mengganggu jadwal liburan dan lain".. ya Allah segerakanlah release klien ini...buatlah saya tetep waras untuk menyelesaikan nya..dan yg terakhir ya Allah berikanlah saya kerjaan baru di tempat lain dengan kerjaan yang challenging tp tidak membuat gila, dengan boss yg waras, dan dengan gaji yg Alhamdulillah...(pray every day for the last wish, i'm done being an auditor)

balik lagi ke liburan... smoga taun ini bisa ngajak ibu dan adik saya si ogemon liburan... udah rencana dr kapan tau buat liburan brg gagal trus.. klo gak krn waktunya gak pas sm jadwal masing" ato gak pas jadwal cocok duit gak ada (ini yg plg sering)...smoga taun ini bisa nabung buat liburan sm ibu....

smoga keinginan liburan segera terwujud..for keeping me sane in this crazy world..

love you, ibu..forever and for always

Udah lama bgt mau nge post sesuatu tentang ibu saya..to show my gratitude that God gives the three of us the bestest mother. Today, i found this poem which describes few words i could tell about my mom..

mother,
for as long as i can remember..
you were always by my side, to give me support, confidence, and help
for as long as i can remember..
you were always the person i looked up to
so strong, so sensitive, so pretty
for as long as i can remember..
you always provided stability within our family
full of laughter, full of tears, full of love
for as long as i can remember..
and still today, you are everything a mother should be
whatever i have become is because of you
and i thank you forever for our relationship....

ibu.. thanks for always love us unconditionally.. i love you forever and for always..

maaf ya bu klo kita sering bandel..apalagi sering bikin ibu pusing dengan smua kelakuan kita...:))

ikhlas...move on..get a life...

Again...my best friend's post menyadarkan saya bahwa akhir" ini saya banyak membuang hidup saya untuk sebuah kesedihan yg gak berguna...terlalu menggunakan emosi dibanding rasio buat hal" yang seharusnya bisa di atasi, which resulted gloomy days for the past two months..the worst part was i kept the feeling all by myself..karena merasa orng lain pasti akan bosen denger crita saya, yang itu" aja..dengan nasihat yg selalu sama.."loe harus bisa ikhlas yu!" every day i always asked my self how am i supposed to do to be ikhlas..pengen bgt bisa ikhlas tp dunno how to do..berasa ada unfinished business sehingga saya terus"an memikirkan masalah ini..i have done a lot of things to forget this feeling..even on my holiday, i kept thinking about this..lately, sudah merasa agak mendingan.. gak selalu mrasa gloomy lagi.. thanks to you, my dear friend,, you helped me so much to move on...:)) though i know it will need more months to get over it..but i promise i"ll try my best...

This is part of my best friend's write that make me realized that i have wasted my time for the past two months :

Mungkin buat beberapa teman gw bulan ini penuh cobaan, penuh kesedihan, penuh perenungan mental tingkat tinggi dimana lo ga bisa mengandalkan dirilo sendiri dan perlu andil Tuhan untuk menyelesaikan semuanya. but hey all the sadness have bound us. make us strength. 

buat apa kita compare kehidupan kita dengan kehidupan orang lain, buat apa kita mendzalimi diri sendiri, buat apa kita terus lari dari kenyataan, buat apa kita buat jarak sama orang yang pernah nyakitin kita, buat apa buang2 seluruh energi negatif, buat apa nyalahin diri sendiri, buat apa masih berharap masa depan yang lebih baik padahal hati kecillo tau dia ga akan pernah berubah, that's all nonsense..

makasih ya nen udah nulis ini, walau mnurut loe you're not good enough as a best friend, but for me more than i could ask for a best friend...

Love you all my bestest friends in this world.. you know who you are... i love you all gals and guys...

My Super Weekend Part 2

Ini lanjutan post saya sebelumnya tentang my last weekend....after met the gengges, saya pulang ke rumah and be ready for family dinner..actually that was my tata's belated birthday dinner...karena super kliengan sepanjang perjalanan ke plasa indonesia saya cuma duduk terdiam memperhatikan jalanan...my li's sister was driving the car at that time.. jalanan lumayan rame...sampe di PI cari parkir susah krn ada brightspot market plus wedding party di hyatt..finally got the space and directly towards to Bistro Baron (thanks God my tata had reservation)...ordered coute de beef (klo gak salah) for the whole family...so delicioso....a 800 gr ribs roasted served with 3 choices of sauces plus garden salad mashed potatoes and french fries... berencana gak makan tp kalah sm ribs nya (my bad).. for the dessert we ordered apple pie with haagen dazs ice cream...quite expensive but worthed..from range 1 to 10, it's 9 for the whole package...

after the dinner, we went to brightspot market at the 4th floor... just wanted to check my favorite stand.. petite cupcakes... melihat sepasang sepatu yang udah diincer dr 2 bulan yg lalu...tried them on, and KEBESARAN!!!! bertanya kepada pelayan nya..ada ukuran 36 gak?? she: abis tuh mba... 

me: kapan lagi ada nya?

she: 2 bulan lagi

me: terdiam sambil membayangkan sepatu...

tiba" seorng ibu" dtg membawa kotak sepatu...

ibu: mba.. aku mau tuker yahh .. yg ini kekecilan... td udah bilang...

mba" pc : gak bisa bu..

ibu" : lohh koq gak bisa... gak ngenalin saya ya?? kan td saya udah bilang..

mba" pc: ohhh iya lupa....

dan saya iseng ngeliat sepatu apa yg mau di tuker si ibu... dan ternyata sepatu yg pengen saya beli dan it was 36!!!!! langsung gak pake mikir nyoba sepatu nya....ohhhhh they were perfectly match with my buntet feet....langsung bayar.. senyum mengembang... ktemu ibu saya, kalimat pertama yang diucapkan: BELI SEPATU LAGI???? me: yang warna ini blom punya... nyengir maksa... kabooorrrrrrrrr...setelah itu., going home,,,too bad, satu rencana meleset hr ini..harusnya saya ketemu sm soulmate saya dan suaminya dan berencana buat having dinner and nemenin dia belanja perlengkapan bayi...gak ada kabar smp senin.. br saya tau klo dia sakit krn harus bolak balik cianjur jakarta di weekend itu... ohhhh poor her and little baby N...

miss you so muchhh miaku.... good news from her, i'm going to have a niece....:))) can't wait can't wait to be a super cool onty for her!!(i wish)..

the sunday.....

leyeh" time at home...taking a bath @ 2, nge post tulisan saya sebelumnya, ngobrol sm ibu and take a nap..saya merencanakan buat nobar final piala dunia malemnya sm temen" kantor di Lounar Lounge pondok indah...makan seharian gak pengen kluar rumah...rencana nya siy gitu gak pgn kmn",, bangun tidur jam 4 krn pgn nganterin kakak dan suaminya plg ke bandung, kebangun deh,,,abis itu kepikiran belom punya kaos buat mendukung ESPANYOLA malam ini...kepikiran buat bikin kaos instead of beli jersey, saya ngajak adek saya si bogem ke plasa indonesia lagi (againn, and it's my favorite mall in jakarta).. sbenernya saya udah kepengen bikin kaositu dr smalem cuma krn udah terlalu malam jadinya gak jadi.. ternyata masih kepikiran...nyampe PI langsung ke tempat bikin kaos T-Lab dan langsung menunjuk model yg diinginkan...kaos merah dengan tulisan GO SPAIN! berwarna gold..total damage IDR209rb..mahal siyy, nyesek pas bayar tp ya sudahlah..:)) ohhh yaa selama nunggu kaosnya jadi saya muter" lagi di brighstpot market.. kali ini gak belanja. cuma makan doang.. seradella eclair and waffle from koi.. both of themm super yummOOO...pulang ke rumah, dua tmen saya udah nunggu buat jemput saya nobar malem ini.. rencananya kita mau makan malem dulu di martabak bandung raya fatmawati...ngobrol" smbl makan martabak...

dari martabak langsung ke lounar lounge,,,,ntn closing ceremony smbl nunggu kick off time.. udara panas parah.. mata ngantuk, ujung" nya main jempol sm temen"(permainan jadul bgt dah),,,and the game began... 90 menit deg" an..plus 2x15 menit jantung mau loncat, akhirnya gooooooolllllllllllll...mata udah sepet, pas mau pulang ditutup dengan scene yg tidak bagus oleh orng" tidak bertanggung jawab..malas sekali untuk bercerita ttg kejadian itu..cuma merasa sungguh memalukan betapa mereka yg mengaku suka nongkrong" di tempat" hits di jakarta malah bertingkah yang tidak bertanggung jawab dan merugikan orng yang sudah bersusah payah mengusahakan nobar bisa ada...then, going home at  5 am..:))

end of story of my super weekend,, super activity, super friends, super family, and super food!!

#hari senin bgn tidur kepala ky abis ditonjokkin.. smp hr ini pun masih begitu.. untung hr ini gak masuk kantor alesan sakit... (tp emng sakit koq!!!)

My super weekend part 1

Yesterday was super exhausted day but extremely the great one!!! woke up at 5.30 am (thankks to morning call from my friend) and drove to alpus for basketball with my work colleuges..arrived at alpus and the court was used for graduation!!! (damnnnn) moved to senayan...short story we got the place to play after some negotiation! :)) played 3 on 4 under super hot sunshine for 1 hour. got home, took a shower, and got ready for my next plan... met up with my gengges SALMADILAH.. knp badan gwe berasa kaya abis digebukin yahhh pas nyetir ke sen c...kesadaran udh 70% krn migrain dan laper...arrived at sen c, sat alone in food court waiting for my friends shinta and aya yang abis test depkeu...stelah bertemu langsung saya giring ke Grand SO Suki (pgn bgt makan yang kuah", untung nenen dan aya setuju..:p).. abis memilih daging" dan bakso buat suki nya, which are smua pilihannya diserahkan kepada saya (as usual), we backed to our table and waited for the suki being cooked. while waiting for our food, we started to ngobrol tentang our live... mulai dari kerjaan, teman, dan of course kehidupan percintaan (this part gwe yang plg banyak crita).. luckily i have bunch of super best friends in my life, always there for me whenever and wherever i need them...love you all, dear......

Malas Kerja

hari ini entah mengapa males bgt buat kerja....dateng udah jam 10, dikirain udah super telat,, eh ternyata bos kacung sm senior gwe belom dateng... kantor apa ini???? suasana mendukung banget niy buat tarik selimut lagi...:)) harusnya emng hari ini dibikin gak masuk kantor ky nya...thanks God this is thursday.. one day a way for the weekend.. can't wait for this weekend.. Going to meet my Gengges from college "SALMADILAH".. please don't ask why the name sounds weird... but somehow it's described the odd attitude of its members, including me... everyone has the nickname in this gengges..gak sabar juga ktemu my soulmate, Mrs. Mianugraha and her hubby Mr. Adit Nugraha also the Baby N in her tummy...The destination will be Sen C and brighstpot bazaar in Plasa Indonesia..last, I am going to meet my big tata and her hubby,, it's been a month i did not meet them...miss our little chit chat in my room, while her hubby playing mafia wars..:)

just want to forward the time to 6.00 pm and end it this office hours soon....and move forward to friday 6 pm and having MY SUPER WEEKEND....:))

ooppss my senior has arrived... should go back to my workshit!!!! *crossmyfingerthisdaygoingtobeagooday

My first post

this is my first post in my own blog.. tergugah membuat blog karena membaca blog si shinta dan raditya dika dan tersadar ternyata seru juga punya blog.. bisa crita apapun dan tentang apapun....Smoga bisa rajin mem - post sesuatu ke blog ini.....:))